More of the similar, only when it's again those you think you're closest to are too busy to spend time. Always running off with friends, I don't know why the kid even bothered to come over in the first place, didn't come in till after I was asleep, then was already gone again when I got home from work. Again. Ok, that's what's been bugging me. That and the struggling and the writing and the nearly everything I can't grasp.